♥ Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ♥
9:04:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
thanks to those who make the effort to wish me & celebrate my day with me
really appreciate those lil things in my life =)
i must thank my dearest sista jonathan for texting me at 11:59:37
which is 23 seconds earlier lols
& to think he sacrifice his sleep okie!
( i sound sacasatic but i'm not )
& i was surprised at that celebration at mac
thank you michelle, eileen, yee leng, theodore & najib =)
and this shall be the last post of this blog sadly
but all good things come to an end right
so there shall b an end to this=)
leave ur email if u r a frequent reader
cause it's a so-called personal blog?? =)
thanks to those who make the effort to wish me & celebrate my day with me
really appreciate those lil things in my life =)
i must thank my dearest sista jonathan for texting me at 11:59:37
which is 23 seconds earlier lols
& to think he sacrifice his sleep okie!
( i sound sacasatic but i'm not )
& i was surprised at that celebration at mac
thank you michelle, eileen, yee leng, theodore & najib =)
and this shall be the last post of this blog sadly
but all good things come to an end right
so there shall b an end to this=)
leave ur email if u r a frequent reader
cause it's a so-called personal blog?? =)
♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007 ♥
10:42:00 PM
let's see what had happened for the past few days.
okay, i went for SHS (school of health sciences) for the open house to showcase about Nursing. so it's like we get to tell those who are taking their O level this year more about nursing. Told them about the criteria to enter nursing, what we learn, what we r experiencing as a student, showed them our labs, our stimulated dummy. wells, no doubt, they r surprised when they saw those dummy. =) and they r like super shock when they know we have
too bad diana was busy & couldn't come. it'd be like damn cool la. coming to see those labs. if i knew it's so going to be like this, i guessed my JAE will be 1st choice nursing. i didn't regret choosing nursing 'tho it's like damn difficult to study for the biology. nursing IS cool! hahas! join join join~
then, ytd miss that said that we can get to learn about MEDICINE in year 2.. haha!!! i love that i guess. then whenever i go doctor then i'll know what is inside (which is just in case they want to kill me la) =P
then just now went to sentosa with my classmates, namely eileen, yeeleng and michelle. it's like i got burnt cause i think forgot to put the tanning lotion on my back! omg. its like super red now. congrats to me then.=x
i wanna learn swimming cause swimming is cool=) and i shall not drown myself to death which could be one of the ways where i choose to
somehow the past few beach going experience had never been great. i guessed that's the reason for today's mood there. there's too much things that had been in my mind. it's just so not easy to let go of certain things that have happen for the past 2oo6.
many things failed in 2oo6. had the first r/s which failed, the first quarrels btw mum & dad, getting the flu bug that stayed on for months, had to face with the long hours of class, stress of the examinations, getting tests like every day, had a major quarrel with my classmate,... i almost lost everything i had that year.. the times when i teared were like countless. each night seems like a torture.
but still, i was thankful for being able to withstand all those shits in life... i supposed they r just part and parcel of life which we had to gone through them. at least, i still had wonderful people who still keep me going.
but to lose something will mean we get to gain something. & that's right. cause i got my first job in 2oo6, had great frens, wonderful teachers who taught & guide me, managed to cope stress & graduate too.
"狂风暴雨之后, 晴天终会来临" (translated: after a heavy thunderstorm, there'll definitely be a fine day after that.) i believe in this.
to stay positive and be happy seems like something which i had to go each day. after all, not matter how happy or sad we r feeling, we still got to live on our lives. that is if we didn't kill ourselves. sometimes i feel sick & tired of pretending.
♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥
7:43:00 PM
went for jab and yea, im not dead yet. cause the nurse was a super nice one(: jab not pain some more. so good.
im looking fwd to ATTACHMENT. heh =)
♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥
11:04:00 PM
we even had fun teaching our lecturer abt the phrase 'the big rat wants to shit'. damn funny today.
im so going to skip tmr's lecture to go tamp polyclinic for my jab cause i wont be free anymore. better get my jab soon.
training was great but im really throughly stretched today. hahas.
i think im blessed with wonderful frens=) thank God for letting me have them in the part of my life. & to minmin, i'll be fine. YOU are one nice person that make my day! =)) & jon you are too! i love u sis
♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ♥
11:02:00 PM
lyn feels un-loved.
lyn wants to cry.
lyn wants to help
lyn is a nurse to be, a wonderful one
so tell lyn your problems
she might not help
but she will listen
she will give advice
she will try to put herself in your shoes.
if u don't tell her she wont know
what you are thinking;
or going through;
or feeling now.
so talk to her.
-don't leave her hanging-
8:42:00 PM
life has been shit
this few days are like a killer?
i have this huge ball of fire that is within me
which might explode anytime
things hasn't been fine for me
project, tests are never ending
& that leads to stress.
practical test is another shit
i still feel damn sad over it though 3 hours have passed
it wasn't a difficult paper
but i freaked out there
i was nervous. my hand shivered in that cold room i stammered.
i cant speak in proper English.
all these rubbish that is happening recently
is accumulating in me
somehow i wish to
to release those pain.
i wanna talk about it to one person
but that person doesn't seem to be bothered.
i really miss that person.
-i dun want to lead a lonely life-
side track what has happen before pract test.
found out one of our lecturer is erm the v-president of SU of the first batch??
& he was in stage arts & in SHS club??
cant believe it. hhas.
& now i'm in SHS club too
Najib & i were crazy =x
cause we dun want to get bored during NYP's open house
so it's like we took 2 shifts
cause initially we just had to take 1 shift & leave
so we took 2 to do the openhouse together
it's so goanna be fun:P
skipped lecture today
went to mac to supposedly study & sleep
but in the end never sleep
studied with moomoo & she plaited my fringe
thanks moomoo! cause it's very nice(:
had sundae too! it was nice
going to gym this sat with darling anisa
& yes, i'm so going to SLIM down
& we're going to airport to study after that
that's cool man
& to my 5 friends, when are we going ICE SKATE
i dun know whether i can skate
but i'm sure we r so going to have fun
& i;m looking fwd to going there
'tho it's at jurong which is super far
but wells, it's going to be fun(:
♥ Monday, July 09, 2007 ♥
8:48:00 PM
YOU aint forced to listen to me
or care what ever i'm doing
YOU can mind YOUR own business, thankyou!
& no, you didnt get me wrong
I'm THAT sensitive
From YOUR words
i take it that i'm in a wrong
so next time, dun ask any help from me
* * *
two things pissed off me today
one was the one previously mentioned
& the other was that i cant stand it when SOMEONE refuses to contribute ideas
it was supposed to be GROUP work isn't it?
the definition of GROUP means to work TOGETHER
not to be sitting ALONE by the side, REFUSING to contribute
* * *
having skills practical tomorrow.
it's nothing much actually
but i dun know why i'm so afraid
is it because of the lecturer or was it insufficient practices??
♥ Sunday, July 08, 2007 ♥
11:49:00 PM
nice photo done by yee leng! (:
my lappie has been recovered! thanks to my sista for helping me to do.
transformer is nice(:
pract test is coming up soon! wish me luck then(:
♥ Thursday, July 05, 2007 ♥
10:56:00 PM
we went to try our uniforms today. i think the tailor sucks cause they r like in a rush. but in the end we didn't bother about anything and we just keep on trying.i was a bit retarded cause i kept asking my group whether my dress was long enough or not. troublesome right. because there isn't any mirror or reflective areas for me to see. there was this lecturer who was very nice.. came into the room to help us.. how nice.
(oh and the main point is that we skipped 2hours of lecture to try & queue for the uniform. how interesting)
after the supposedly lecture, my ica group members and i went to ELP to do our project. it was the craziest meeting i ever had cause we got ultra high in the middle of discussion and we starting taking lots of photos. & i looked super bimotic in them la! thanks zubaida for helping us! & advance thanks if we will to go ur house :)
however this meeting do make me reflect pretty much. somehow happiness is always short lifted. cause i know in the next 2 years we will never get back into the same grouping. it is definitely sad to leave this group. but somehow many ppl in other groups have problems with each other.. i wonder what is the big problem.
yesterday training was great:)
my lappie is crushing down on me. only after at least of 8 restarting and rebooting n rebooting again, i can finally backup all my files now. goanna let najib do the honorable job or reformatting my lappie:)
♥ Tuesday, July 03, 2007 ♥
10:20:00 PM
skills practical is so not going to be easy with my lecturer cause she's strict and pin high hopes on students. I'm not sure whether i can get a good score, but i'm definitely willing to try. Not giving up hope so soon! I'm going to re-study my whole book again. TPR, bp and NG feeding is a must to practice nowadays. Congrats to anisa for ending her suffering today. 7 more days to the end of a suffering!
I'm seriously looking fwd to clinical attachment. I hope the day comes soon and i get fruitful experience at the end of the three weeks :)
♥ Monday, July 02, 2007 ♥
11:07:00 PM
reasoning: half of the paper i couldn't understand the medical terms. how wonderful. it was distracting when people keep walking in and out. & moo moo's phone keep beeping!! and i realised something.. LT-J is scary cause it looks as though u are going to fall when u are not. cause i got a fear of heights & that's damn scary for me la!
got back electives test paper, got a B+. Now i hated getting Bs. Cause there aint room for improvement! awwwww ): I must get A!!
went crazy before class for electives started. cause we started jumping around & it was like damn funny la! took lots of photos ((: it's always fun with them around man (:
got our clinical postings, got into a hospital which i didn't really wanted to go): but was the same as anisa, najib, siti, peiming and shakila. wonder ppl frm grp 13 are nice ppl not... HMMM...
不知道你在想什么，做什么。。 但那一些小小的事，却奇迹般的让我感兴趣。因为你的存在，所以我看到了另一片天空。